yes i do. and i hate that when one girl is with several boys people look at her weird. it’s just fun to be with guy friends sometimes. just playing around and not talking about girl stuff for a while. and maybe even talking about guy stuff, cause to get a look into a boys mind is fun. it’s just good to chill with the guys sometimes. is that so bad? i think not.
I can’t do anything right.
We aren’t far from our love,
You know? Smitten.
These things… I leave
Just to feel fucking neglected.
You’re being secretive-
And when it comes to privacy?
I’m suppose to respect it?
hard trying to please
someone who takes your efforts as meaningless.
I feel as though- the days go
I’m meaning less.
I’m harvesting feelings of determinentment quietly off in my room
I’m crying tears for all the stresses
The words I leave neglected
The problems undetected
It’s all just unreal
I’m a drama queen…
But youre aloof and barely there.
I’m begging for the attention from the beginning
But I guess there’s none to spare
I guess it’s just another night
Left over from another fight
With the sad songs to keep me company
But none of them really comfort me
Because loving you is starting to stump me
And I’m trying to figure out how you deal with pain humbly
But until then the silence?
Will be my friend
Because unless the beginning can begin again, it looks like were heading towards the end
And the end will kill myself, you?
You’d prolly live.